Selection

How the fuck I got selected for OCS ?

I really don't know.

There are peeps in my bunk who desire more than me.

But I got selected instead and I'm fucking scared.

I'm physically weak as compared to those gold standard buff officer cadets.

I'm scared I will break down and just die. Seriously. Honestly.

I feel shittily scared from the horror stories I hear from Alex, Ivan and Eric.

I dunno what to expect. Argh!

Confused.
Benjamin.