spinning around

it's the month of April

and everything is not going as smoothly as what I preplanned.

Lots of hiccups and torrential tornados of life daily's spin.

It's hard to phrase what I'm going through but it's mostly an emotional grind as compared to the physical and mental hardships that some people are facing.

I'm in no position to demoan but I'm glad to be thankful for the blessings I already have.

I wonder what it is like to pack my bags and leave the country.

The feeling of abandonment coupled with a renewed sense of adventure. What courage would I need to pack up and go.

Clara's birthday is encroaching and she's reaching the big 2-5.

Talk about quarter life crisis.

It has been five years since this blog has been set up.

And I have every sound and mind to close it down.

Given that I am a working professional and would prefer to stay below the radar among potential clients and sort, having a blog means a sacrifice of personal space but with that gain of voyeuristic pleasure.

I'm still debating this consequence and hence, my reluctance to blog about daily issues about my trials and tribulations.

Partially due to my laziness. And I would like to blame the non user friendliness of Blogger haha.

i'll take each day as it goes.

The road I take might be a winding road but hopefully, I reach my destination.

I'm not destined for greatness. I walk my own path of happiness.

Ben