aims

Happy Birthday to both Clara and Eddee.

Hope you guys are happy reaching a significant market. 20 and 25.

Sometimes, birthdays work as a marquee of what you have achieved for the past year.

Some aim for riches, some aim for fame, some aim for family happiness, some aim for well-being, some for personal welfare.

Everyone is in a struggle to achieve their aims.

I guess I am not made for riches or fame.

I don't have a talent or a skill to stand out.

It is always a constant struggle.

Whether you are 16 battling out the 10-year series, 23 years old battling out the exam clock or 28 trying to fight for that pay rise.

And what will it come down to in the end.

We all die eventually.

Sorry to be despondent but has anyone ever look at the end game.

It's the journey of life. The experience that one garners through it all.

And in retrospect. I'm 25 soon and what have I achieved.

Have I experience what I want to experience yet.

I am more financially independent now so what is the next chess move.

To struggle as a middle class lab rat in society.

Yes, I might not have the pleasures of life or the wealth of a happy family ahead but in a way.

It's my own battle to fight. My own war that I am conquering my very own aims.