a relook into the past

I was looking through my past entries.

And it was quite a laughing matter to me to see how I think and feel in the past.

My blog entries were chunky, idealistic and lots of blabbering.

And yes, it was full of substance and it gave insights to my thoughts and what makes my brain tick.

And now, it seems that I have grown to be some jaded fool.

My entries have succumb to daily rantings or narrations of my daily life.

I guess my writing style has changed or psychologically I have changed.

Maybe, I've have become less opinionated and more guarded.

I know blogging is about liberating one self but with that comes the loss of privacy.

And I don't want to be an open book I suppose.

There's more to me then that.

As I await for the ferry on the way home just now, I was looking up at the azure blue sky.

I was taking in the bluey blueness of the skies.

Entranced by the vastness.

And my mind wandered to how I need to need to re-organize back my life it once was.

Been messing it up lately and I think it's time to dry the eyes and stand up to face the world.

People are not aware of the devastation they leave behind when they feel one is disposable.

Once bitten, twice shy.

It's part of my own life experience.

Patching myself together.

Focus on my final assignment now.

Final stretch before my examinations.

Looking forward to be back in Singapore.

Not for anyone. But to be back in familiar ground with the whiff of great food and amazing friends.

1 month to go.