Refreshed

A breath of fresh air.

Starting a new blog here, was disgusted with Xanga, feel that I should move on. Blogger looks nice, if i have the time i'll meddle with the codes. Hmm, Life is a buzz right now, there are so many things to do and or i do i slack in front of my computer. I have a Media in Asia assignment which i better start doing after this. It's 606pm now and it is so freaking dark.

Some things you should know about me. I have an easygoing personality and a perfectionist as my frens say, not that i believe in horoscope but it is so sometimes freakingly true. Virgos are attention to detail and perfectionists. They are also fussy, stubborn and annoying.
Thats all me.

I have to get up at 5 am tommorrow, it's amazingly early just for a filming of of a youth reality show. It says i'm gonna run, dig, swim, crawl, fly, bungee jump, kiss a donkey ass ..... whatever. Bring it out, i'm game for it. I foresee a game of "Fear factor" where i have to put a cockroach in my mouth and run around Sentosa. Not that I love these flying creatures but if you experienced one that sat on your head for 10 mins and laid eggs on your scalp and you finding out later, i wouldnt be suprised if you found me, being arrested for public nuisance at my block. ( Touch your head now, u might find a maggot or two.)

I was fantasising about me participating in a reality show today like Survivor, The Amazing Race or Big Brother. I so wanna get onto one but pathetic Singapore will never do it. Reason: Economic climate. Rationale: Feasibility inappropriate Painful Remarks: Singapore is a damn hellhole with no creativity.

I "bumped" into my cousin, faith, yesterday online. She is into blogging, like "really into" it. She waited like for 6 hours before her site server worked. Me, I just want to grumble or talk happy stuff here. Read her post, she said I was "boastful", as hurtful as I was, that was the truth lol I was showing her URLs and pics of my vacation. =P

Narcissitic. No. Self-centered. Probably. An Asshole showing off. Definitely.

8 more weeks of Poly before holidays starts. Not that I hate school. I'm the only one here that probably says that he enjoys school. I just don't like "doing things". As the quote goes:

"Procrastination is like Masturbation. You never know until you fucked yourself."

That's true, I have an assignment due in like a few hours and I have been online for the last 12 hours NOT doing it.
What's wrong with me? I don't know, but i know i don't have any mental illiness. If i do, it means I should be lying on a hospital bed with the doctor giving me an enema. Then again, life can be so mundane all the time without getting fucked in the ass.

Just yesterday, I had so so many thoughts of going overseas, meeting online friends. That would be so cool. I would go to Canada first, and then West Virginia, New York, Austin, Los Angeles. Or i would go meet my GTI friends in Trinidad or Ireland. God I miss them, I wish i wouldnt need to care about money. A godamn flight on SIA to Dublin is $8000. With that kind of cost, how can SIA make losses? hmmmmm. I suspect Arthur Andersen as its auditors.

Mahjong, omg i havent played that in like the last 120 hours, my hands itch so much. I'm kind of addicted to it as it is THE CHEAPEST SOCIAL GAME THAT CAN BE PLAYED FOR HOURS !!!! Doesn't anyone share that same reason? Movies are done in 2 hours, A simple dinner in 45 mins, An office shag on the photocopy machine in 30 seconds. If you treasure relationships or friendships, do an activity that can last a loooong time. Viagra last for 4 hours as long as mahjong. Go figure.

Well i better start working on my assignments.

- Benjamin