letting go

I know I shouldn't be blogging now but my hands are itchy from out of the blue.

So it's rare that I'm raring to blog.

I was randomly surfing around blogs.

And one particular entry caught my attention.

I read it twice. And closed the window.

That entry was about the ghosts of the past coming back to haunt you.

Everyone has skeletons in their closets.

They gather them along as they go, sometimes stuffing it under the carpet, wishing it all never happen.

I get that sometimes.

I made mistakes that I would make me scringe whenever I think of it randomly.

And they do come in spastic moments.

From heart-wrenching memories to embarrassing moments, these specters of memories randomly float around my head at odd moments when I least expect it.

I think it's wise to just lift your head high from the gloom that dooms us.

And look ahead.

Because there's always a better future out there.

Patience. And there is always a better horizon out there.

For you and for me. =)

Winkz.

the kiddo that can't wait to be home,
Ben

P.S. On a different note, my preliminary timetable is out. It's shitty.
My last paper is on the 29th June. Sucks. Big. Time. Tears. My. Hair. Out.

it's a beautiful day

I'm back from the hoodlums.

I'm out and about blogging once again.

As you can see, I have revamped my blog template to blogger's new style.

I'm too lazy to do up and edit the html a new template and hence, I just made some slight tweaks here and there to suit my personal style.

As you can see, my mood is all green and green.

I'm going back to my roots for nature and I'm fascinated in all things green.

Green stuff now catches my attention.

Therefore, the theme for the moment.

Anyway.

What is long overdue and moulding literally is updates of my life.

Yes.

This hiatus of a few months was for good reason.

As of today, I'm in Australia.

Yeap. I'm studying for my bachelor's degree in Business.

I'm majoring in both Advertising and Public Relations, hopefully I can work in this industry when I return back to homeland Singapore.

I'm optimistic and cheerful about my future.

I have settled down gleefully in my apartment with 2 other house mates.

Cool bunch of people that give me lots of headaches.

I shall spare you (the reader) the details.

But what have I learned thus far, is lots of independence.

Lots of personal growth, of what I have to do for my own survival.

Learning lots for me to bring back to Singapore.

When I secure a job and financially stable, I'll move out and be independent.

One less burden for my parents and a move to adulthood establishment.

Woo Hoo.

On another note, I love the weather here.

The sun is scorching (which I love) and the wind is cool and breezy (which is amazing).

I've met a bunch of Singaporeans here and they are a nifty bunch of folks I tell you.

Well, the main reason why I have rehash this interest for blogging is because I'm relatively bored.

Besides the Australian telly (which is blardy good) and Internet (whose connection is downright wonky), I only have me, myself and my books.

And when I put away my books, I only have myself to entertain myself. (note to all: my nifty friends which I mentioned above live a distance away from me and don't like to travel).

In the next few entries in the next few days, I'll layout few interesting stuff that happened to me here in Oz.

Cheerios,
the sunshine kiddo